This has been one hell of a week when it comes to dudes. And I have realized one thing- I need to take a break from dating/dudes for awhile and reset. I have deleted all online dating portals and have wiped my phone clean of any dudes that I have been talking to as of late.
This change of heart came when this dude I had been talking to on Tinder came over to hang. And actually, we hit it off really well. No sex involved.. We wound up drinking whiskey in my kitchen while we talked about our pasts and interests. Long story short, he told me his friend had just gotten in a fight and he had to leave. I thought, "no worries, we'll hang again soon." This was on a Sunday. Here is how the rest of the story unfolds via text:
Sunday, November 23
Him: hey- just got home. I had a lot of fun tonight!
Me: glad you made it home! We'll have to hang out again soon!
Wednesday, November 26
Me: hey! What are you up to?
Him: getting slammed at work. Really busy.
Me: I hearddd dat! Hit me up later!
Him: will do!
Saturday, November 29
Me: hey! I'm at the Mutiny with some people. If you're in the area you should stop by!
Him: seriously, you're psycho, stop contacting me.
Me: uhhhh... What?
Him: lose my number and stop contacting me.
Me: I'm really confused but ok asshole.
LIKE- AM I MISSING SOMETHING???
I'm so fucking sick of dudes nowadays. People are expendable, feelings are expendable and literally you're thrown out and called a psycho for striking up conversation.
I feel like I'm literally at my wit's end. I'm done. I know how good of a catch I am and how lucky someone would be to date me. I have my own shit going on, my own life, friends, apartment, car, make my own money and pay my own bills. I'm sick of the and fucking excuses from every single guy. Nobody is looking for a relationship... I get it! But fuck! Throw me a god damn bone here! I'm not asking for you to wife me up! I just wanted to see what you were doing that night. For real!
So this is it for awhile. I'm giving up dudes... I think I might try my luck with cats.