I've taken the plunge. I've officially told my job I'm moving! I've been so neglectful of my blog over the last two months, just trying to sort out my feelings, weigh my options and make some decisions. But, I've made a decision to take a chance at love/life and move to Cincinnati!
Some days I couldn't be more excited. Other days I'm scared shitless. But I guess I've been looking at my life like, when is the last time I was scared? My life has resorted to working, coming home, kissing my cat on the lips, making dinner and going to bed by 10pm. The highlight of my day/week is arguably when I buy pickles at ALDI or when my cat doesn't claw the fuck out of my arm. So needless to say, I need to be a little scared shitless again to put things into perspective.
Things with B and I are good! We've been through a lot over the last couple months. Things that have tested our relationship, made us think about our future, but ultimately made us a stronger couple. He's a selfless, giving and loving person and those qualities are qualities that can't seemed to be matched or shadowed by anyone here in Chicago.
I'm going to miss my friends, family and my job. But, I'm optimistic that with time, all those things will fall back into place. Besides, if things totally blow up in my face, I can always move back to Illinois with my tail between my legs and become a basement kid cat hoarder for LyFe again!
So, a decision has been made and a future is still to be determined. I'll be sure to keep you updated with my new life living in what is considered the sticks compared to downtown Chicago.
Cheers!